Can this young lady be both a woman & a crocodile?

"WHATEVER I DO I CAN'T ESCAPE FROM MY RESPONSIBILITY FOR OTHERS. THEY ARE AFFECTED IF I SAY NOTHING OR IF I SPEAK. THEY ARE BOTHERED IF I LEAVE OR IF I STAY. THEY ARE LOST IF I DONT CARE ABOUT THEM OR IF I DO. IF I AM TRYING TO BE CONSIDERATE SOMETIMES INCONSIDERATELY SO. IT CAN BE FATAL TO THEM. EITHER THI SLIFE IS NOTHING OR IT MUST BE EVERYTHING. BY CHOOSING DEATH RATHER THAN A LIFE WITHOUT MEANING, I AM GAUGING MY EXISTENCE AGAINST THE ABSOLUTE. THE ABSOLUTE RULE OF MORALITY. THE ABSOLUTE CANNOT BE FOUND ANYWHERE ELSE. NO PAST GUARANTEES IT. NO FUTURE CAN PROMISE IT. I CHOOSE TO EXIST TO BECOME MORE AND MORE AWARE OF MYSELF, OF DICK ...AND OTHERS."